The last few weeks have been extremely turbulent for me. Either sad or anxious most of the time, I've been doing my best to stay composed, but I think that I am falling apart. I heard a Bhuddist dharma that goes something like, "if you are depressed, then you are living too far in the past... if you are anxious, then too far in the future."
To be honest, the present moment has been far from bliss.
Looking forward: I am so scared. It would take way too much time to explain Dr. Dave here, but for those who know, well, you'd understand the fear.
Looking back: The worst part of breaking up is the loss of my best friend. Jennette, you were bigger than you can ever understand. I depended on you. We got through a lot together. You saw me at my lowest J...
I wish I had been given the chance for you to see me at my best.
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